today was even weirder then yesterday. it's like what eunice said. i feel non-existent. like i'm a spectator to everything that's happening to me. like i'm in total control but in zero control as well. i feel half-existent.
even the peter chao videos i found hilarious yesterday and the day before, i don't find funny anymore. as in i know it's pretty damn hilarious, but i can't laugh. i can't find anything to make me laugh.
somehow this is no longer an issue about bo geng. i can hardly be bothered. but i'm entering a strange phase in my life.
there's e math test tomorrow, i can't get out of this state.
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