day ten- compromising.

i spent a dreadful yesterday waiting for a reply. why did i, anyway? what reply am i expecting. thank god my bro called at 11+. i told him all about it. he's right.

"would you want to be with a guy you like but is okay with you, or a guy who likes you as much as you like him?"

too damn right. i can't compromise myself. first, i'm freaking sec 3. why am i thinking about this shit. although that won't stop me. second of all, obvious, he doesn't like me. he's confused how as to respond to my sms. but that doesn't say anything. i know he doesn't like me. what's wrong with being friends. it's not heart-wrenching or anything. i think it's great.

so i'll see how the next few days go.

and i realised how every post has gotta do with him. he's not the only thing that crosses my mind. he's this really small portion of it, but important nonetheless. and the rest of the stuff that cross my mind, too much to even start talking about it. i realise.

i mean it's ridiculous, for one short post to sum up all that i'm thinking for the day.