a rather uneventfully eventful day which has left me pretty much depressed. yes i haven't spoken to him. yes, i asked sarah lim to cook up a story to tell him how i don't like him anymore and that he should stop thinking i like him. the stupid things we do when we can't think properly. reverse psychology much?
it seems like i'm not even quarter way getting over him. a little bit maybe. but nowhere near getting over him.
meanwhile i've been thinking about the friends i have. there are two categories. best friends/good friends and the special ones. the ones you'll never forget. those are the ones i'm not really close to in any particular way but i'll never forget them. guet ghee goes up at the list. first name there. cristy's a special friend in a special way. she's like soul twin or something. yes we're close. and yes it's a special kind of close.
not mentioning the "friends" whom we just speak to everyday but nothing much ever happens.
so i had chem remedial today and far called me "self-obsessed". she was joking yes, but still leads me to think that i'm still the same person i was in sec 1. self-obsessed. that's pretty hard to change, no? am i still that self-obsessed person, i'm not sure.
oh and i realised why i was angry-er at sarah lim. it was due to the fact she was flirting with all the guys as well. which i find highly disgusting. i may live in self-denial but at the end of the day, it's cause she flirts with bo geng as well. so that's not a proper reason to dislike or hate her. i still find her fun to talk to and if i wanna hang out with her, i should stop bitching about her.
still thinking about the cityharvest experience, huimin laoshi's rather unhappy about it.
rather dark and dull day today.
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