talked to shunyu. about bo geng. she found out that i like him because i'm always staring. yeah i really don't know how to hide things. and we had a long massive convo. which has just made me decide even more that bo geng's not worth it at all.
besides the points i've already listed. he has horrible taste. sarah lim?! seriously, sarah lim?! who on earth would like sarah lim? only people who are as stupid as her. it's a shame, cause i always thought he was smart. maybe guys just don't see things the way girls do. but that doesn't prove anything. sarah lim? you gotta be kidding me. any guy who likes her is completely tasteless. yes you, bo geng. you are tasteless. not like he reads this. but i had to say that.
i don't even feel like going for the outing anymore. sarah lim can go and flirt off with all the guys she want for all i care. actually i do care, that's why i'm pissed off. i'm even more pissed off at sarah lim after hearing the fact that she talks to bo geng a lot and they sms and call each other and whatever shit. yes, i think that still proves i'm not over him.
but seriously, i'm not sure about the march outing. i don't wanna go there and agitate myself at the sight of her flirting with all the guys. including jay whom she claims to eternally hate just because it's opposite of the crowd. it's the in thing to be opposite. you're either completely with, or completely opposite. looks like opposite is cooler huh.
see the problem with her is that she wants to be this girl who's got attitude and full of fire. that's not just her problem. everyone has this problem. we have this certain someone we want to be. it's just that this certain someone is not the same for all of us. some people want to be this intelligent person. so they try as much as possible to give intelligent answers. and the people who want to be deep and sophisticated, they try to give deep answers.
and then there's sarah lim. the wannabe playful, attitude girl. with the slightest things that trigger off her temper. it may just be one sentence, not even referring to her, but at the slightest tinge of something possibly inappropriate, or failed-to-be-funny, she grabs it as a chance to flare up. to show people "hey i don't care if you like me or not. i got attitude."
sarah lim, you are so stupid.
and of course, there's me the disgusting hypocrite. why then, am i still hanging out with her? yes really, i should stop it. okay set. no longer gonna hang out with sarah lim.
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